shocked..

this is so..sudden

cant really believe it

im not in the mood to do anything now

birthday..? forget it..

but whats done is done..

who could have done that for 40000 dollars..?

just too stupid...too dumb

fuck it..

B.E.L.O.N.G

You said i belong to you
And i agree
But the quality of that belonging
Is a question of some importance.
I do not belong to you
Like a purchase
Something ordered and sold
And delivered in a box
To be put up and shown off
To friends and admirers.
I would not belong to you that way
And i know you would not have me so.
I will tell you how i belong to you.
I belong to you like a ring on a finger
A symbol of something eternal.
I belong to you like a heart in a chest
Beating in time to another heart.
I belong to you like a word on the air
Sending love to your ear.
I belong to you like a kiss on your lips
Put there by me, in the hope of more to come.
And most of all i belong to you
Because in where i hold my hopes
I hold the hope that you belong to me.
It is a hope i unfold for you now like a gift.
Belong to me like a ring
And a heart
And a word
And a kiss
And like a hope held close.
I will belong to you like all these things
And also something more
Something we will discover between us
And will belong to us alone
You said i belong to you
And i agree
Tell me you belong to me, too
I wait for your word
And hope for your kiss.

ARGH...Going outta my mind...

Geez..its been 6 months since i've touch this blog..lols..well wadever..


*hows life? * this was the phrase my supervisor greeted me whenever i met him. All i answered him was...*Life was great..^^ smiles*
Now..? if i were to encounter this question..BOOM..right smack on the face..ill tell you. *Life Sucks..* and im really saying it. Comparing to others..? Helps sometimes but not everytime.

Miss hanging around with the group of Friends. Miss eating Daxiong. hhaha though we get tired of eating there sometimes. But What the Heck..those were the times we were together chatting. eating. sharing food. gossiping.

Life really sucks now..I have to go to work on my own. No private transport. WOO so nice. fresh air yea. so nice...0500 hours.
Communication device cut off. No internet Access. No music. At least i can catch a teeny weeny minutes of nap.....0900 hours.
Afternoon lunches. This is really beginning to feel like your back in secondary school. No its even worse. The cafeteria serves almost the same food every SINGLE time...1200 hours.
Going home. The best part. Finally outta that hellish place. return trip 1 hours ++...1730 hours. Not including the bus i took wrongly..which got me to town instead of home. Yea it happen today.

there you go..lifeless me..alienated..moodless..whatever you can use to describe a dead person..

hope no one is as bad as me..im so tired..so so tired...

HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!!!

heylo....its been quite some time since i last update...


soo....here goes....

had a new desktop to celebrate my birthday with me..haha finally...no omre restarting com..*cross fingers*..anyway..had a great time with my friends, family..thanks (a belated one)

well..guess ill just skip to my new years eve celebration..soooo..hows everyones celebrating..? watching fireworks with your friends and love ones? or having a feast with your family or friends..?

ive had a enjoyable new years eve..celebrating my mums birthday at night, eating out. Then went to look for the guys at s.ben's aunt house. When i got there..woo..fadz and kiko was kinda drunk haha...sat down, slack..and went out to orchard with just 30 mins left for the new year.reached cineleisure just in time to countdown from 2....-.-....wooo and HAPPY NEW YEAR...then after walking...went over to balcony for some drinks..guess i was a lousy drinker..got high after taking a shot and a drink..lol...was in a semi-conscious state..talking to people i dunno...haha...happy new year *shake hand with a bangla*...

SPEAKING OF THEM...their gang in singapore is expanding lately..now all of them invaded orchard streets..their weapons..?? party spray..-.-.. spraying lots of people in the streets..

hmmmm....thats kinda my day..being with family and friends and more "friends"


resolutions...

what are your new year resolutions..? well i have a few..

save up..
its time i learn how to save up my cash..pay back my debt, saving for future..earn more money!!!

getting better grades..
no need to say much

paintball
well, i just wish that i can play paintball wherever and whenever i can..overseas tournament, to get the experiences. just like a bird in a cage waiting to be freed to see how big is the world. my life revolves around paintball...

not to forget what i wanna resolve next year
well, thats because i had forgotten what more im gonna resolve this year..


haha just joking..all of my resolutions are made so that i can be better this year..targets that im aiming for. dun wanna type so much here..cause its getting late..and i working like 6 hours later..


anyway..great news to brighten up my new years eve..my dads fine..The tumour proved benign..just have to remove it..thanks everyone for caring..=D


ok..shall update more again tomorrow...


cheerios,
chee yong

my day...

projects done...tests finished...more projects..more tests....this cycle just goes on and on...until this sem is done...

all the things we did together as friends..loads of laughter..tons of lame jokes..i guess its really unforgettable..

friends will always be friends..no matter how long it is..whether 1 day or 10 years...they are still friends...everyday...your comfort zone is expanding out..will you forget the friends that endured through loads of stressful/unstressful events together..?? guess not..because these friends are already etched deeply into my mind..


went for a overseas attachment sharing session today..talk about the stuffs there in beijing...suzhou..the food there is very tempting..its like calling "come to china~~~ come come..." after the talk..joshua was like hyperactive and super excited for the trip..haha..guess its really once in a lifetime opportunity..on my way home..i was thinking...should i go or not..???..the choice was really hard to make..

i wanted to talk to my parents regarding this..but this evening's news disheartened me...my mum told me that my dad had a small tumor and have to has his kidney removed..because it may be badly damaged...he is going back for a x-ray to confirm this...guess ill be making a trip down with him too..i guess my choice is already set for me...im not going..i dun wanna spend my parents money...i just hope to help..dun wanna be a burden...his operation will need lots of cash...

MY 18th BDAE is just a week away..!!!
..i just hope as i grow older..i still can have the chance to take care of my parents just like any child would...



signing off
c.y.
forcing a smile in my face

finally a post..

ok..firstly..i wanna wish my 2 of my classmates happy bdae...one belated and one advance...

back to my life...
its been sucky for me...y..???

cause the freaking laptop is continuously restarting again!!!! holy CRAP!!! losing my patience level...lately..im was about to commit myself to project one...but..this CRAP..ARGH...lawls..
like wad josh says...acer...sucks...his laptop was send to hospital(service)..because of some concussion on the screen...alot of my classmates have their ACER laptop serviced...mine..??? my laptop is like a cancer patient..the last stage...few more months to live only..well...lets hope and pray it wun die off so earli..*hit like mad on the laptop*...

enough of laptops...

back to the usual stuffs..every morning..ill be waking up...my objective of waking up..??? is to press the snooze button on my alarm..and head back to bed..having school blues lately..haha..but there is always this bunch of jokers that will brighten my life..be it spammers or "matured" friends..always make jokes in the library...class....oh yea...new phrase of the week..."IS MEH??"

long story behind it...haha..getting along with this class made me learn one thing..friends will always be there to cheer you up..


right..enough writing...ciao...
off to bed..working tomorrow...rawr...

lazy blogger

wooooo~~~~ after a long time.....this blog is back lols....


was too "busy" to maintain the blog!!....haha

anyway..loads of things happen...gain lots of experience..whether in life or in skills..my life has been more and more meaningful this days...whether i go to hell or heaven because of wad i did (=D)...at least i enjoyed myself..haha

lately ive been adopting this "hongkong" tone...haha..woooo....havoc man...just love my hong kong lecturer..teaching us so many things...woooo...

will update more...


cheerios

"karma..??..lets hope not.. "