Tuesday, June 16, 2009

B.E.L.O.N.G

You said i belong to you
And i agree
But the quality of that belonging
Is a question of some importance.
I do not belong to you
Like a purchase
Something ordered and sold
And delivered in a box
To be put up and shown off
To friends and admirers.
I would not belong to you that way
And i know you would not have me so.
I will tell you how i belong to you.
I belong to you like a ring on a finger
A symbol of something eternal.
I belong to you like a heart in a chest
Beating in time to another heart.
I belong to you like a word on the air
Sending love to your ear.
I belong to you like a kiss on your lips
Put there by me, in the hope of more to come.
And most of all i belong to you
Because in where i hold my hopes
I hold the hope that you belong to me.
It is a hope i unfold for you now like a gift.
Belong to me like a ring
And a heart
And a word
And a kiss
And like a hope held close.
I will belong to you like all these things
And also something more
Something we will discover between us
And will belong to us alone
You said i belong to you
And i agree
Tell me you belong to me, too
I wait for your word
And hope for your kiss.

Friday, June 12, 2009

ARGH...Going outta my mind...

Geez..its been 6 months since i've touch this blog..lols..well wadever..


*hows life? * this was the phrase my supervisor greeted me whenever i met him. All i answered him was...*Life was great..^^ smiles*
Now..? if i were to encounter this question..BOOM..right smack on the face..ill tell you. *Life Sucks..* and im really saying it. Comparing to others..? Helps sometimes but not everytime.

Miss hanging around with the group of Friends. Miss eating Daxiong. hhaha though we get tired of eating there sometimes. But What the Heck..those were the times we were together chatting. eating. sharing food. gossiping.

Life really sucks now..I have to go to work on my own. No private transport. WOO so nice. fresh air yea. so nice...0500 hours.
Communication device cut off. No internet Access. No music. At least i can catch a teeny weeny minutes of nap.....0900 hours.
Afternoon lunches. This is really beginning to feel like your back in secondary school. No its even worse. The cafeteria serves almost the same food every SINGLE time...1200 hours.
Going home. The best part. Finally outta that hellish place. return trip 1 hours ++...1730 hours. Not including the bus i took wrongly..which got me to town instead of home. Yea it happen today.

there you go..lifeless me..alienated..moodless..whatever you can use to describe a dead person..

hope no one is as bad as me..im so tired..so so tired...